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This is the beginning of third year of an existence I never imagined I will be living- being financially dependent on someone.

I am absolutely at my patience’s end and am hundred percent sincere about trying any genuine free lance job on writing, that is I write and you pay, I am not keen to hit jackpot, fair payment will be fine enough for me.

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Friday, May 8, 2009

You walked away..


Once you fancied me
but could not love me
you thought we are too
different from each other.

You walked away, loved another
but lo you could not make it last
you came back looking for me
thinking I still care for you.

But time changed me I changed
I started to love myself again
you were stopped by that wall
of love, you could not enter.

Then why do you come back again
and again and bang on the closed door
of my heart and tell me a thousand times
my faults which made you walk away?..


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4 comments:

  1. d'drippingmind-blueMay 9, 2009 at 11:46 AM

    so real.... I can feel the sadness in his Trisha, yet this is so wonderfully expressed. very beautiful :)

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  2. AnonymousMay 9, 2009 at 2:21 PM

    People around the world just walk away and then return back, thinking they can still come back, but unfortunately thats not always true. Sometimes when you miss someone/something it never returns back. sad but true.

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  3. suryagniMay 9, 2009 at 5:50 PM

    dearest dinna,
    it is based on couple of real life experiences, people who once left, then came back thinking that the seat is still free, but when they found that it is occupied they became cruel.
    i have simple policy, if i care for someone i never leave that person, i clearly tell him/her that you may walk away but my heart's door is open for you to come back.
    but if i leave someone i never go back to him/her and simply accept the truth that the moment i leave him/her someone else will occupy my place, so i dont return, and either forget him or pray for his/her happiness.
    there is no charm in being spoil sport esp if it is you who have left the game in middle.
    what do you say?
    with lots of love,

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  4. suryagniMay 9, 2009 at 5:53 PM

    dear zakeer,
    this is why i always keep the lamp burning, i always keep in touch with people who mean something to me. keep a seat of love and respect for them in my heart, i may run out of time for a regular conversation but try to keep in touch every day, even if by sending a "hi, how are you?" email.
    i never take people i love/people who love me for granted, they both hold a place of deep respect in my heart.
    with warmest wishes,

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